Bird,
I really miss you today. Your Nani has been staying at your house for the past three days because she has been working at the hospital. I always miss you more when I am in St Louis (or Loulos, as you call it) and Nani gets to come to see you.
I don't ever worry about you, I just miss you. I don't worry about because I know that your dad takes good care of you. That's the thing about having a good dad - there is nowhere safer than in your father's arms.
Sometimes, like at the swimming pool, being in your dad's arms is for the purpose of him getting ready to launch you out. And that is usually a mixture of something very exciting and most of the time kinda scary. Just always remember that as long as it is your dad launching you out, there is nowhere safer.
As you get older, I think you will find that your Heavenly Father is a lot like your dad. He will launch you out into things that are perhaps scary and difficult, but there is nowhere safer than being in your father's arms, or allowing Him to launch you out from His arms into His purposes.
I love you,
Papa